More about contemplation, life and musings

the coffee from booth X at the careers fair today is working wonders for me at this small hour of the morning. well done coffee bean! anyway, law careers fair today was not a disappointment there was complimentary food to be had --> money to be saved + happiness to be eating sth other than canteen food. it was rather saddening that we were discriminated against because of our age; we were denied gifts because we're year 4. do not discriminate! treat older workers equally! :p that aside, this is my last careers fair and next year, i'll be the one at the booth (hopefully) trying to convince kids that the office where I'm sweating blood at is fun and merry land. such a sobering thought and once again, i sigh for my age.

i do not take well to gambles that turn out badly on hindsight. yes i know hindsight is 20-20 and that there's no point crying over spilt milk, but i just feel such a sense of waste and wahlao-ness when something better subsequently comes along. a few weeks ago, we thought that our $1.4k flight to San Fran on NWA was a great deal, and based on the knowledge we had then, it really was a good $500 or so cheaper than the average flight. but today, there's some pre natas promo on cathay for just $1.1k. arggg cathay service and flights are so much better! i would feel some pain if the flight was also $1.4k too, much less even cheaper. sigh, i shall fly vicariously through Adr who will be taking that flight 2 hours later than us. but if life were an open book and u knew the ending before it came, any decision wouldn't really be a choice then would it? would you rather be satisfied with every decision you make, or choose to live for the day and relish the rights and celebrate the wrongs? somehow, i might actually want to read the story of my life.